Charlie Company Cooperative
Instructions: For each question, check the box that best describes your experience over the past month. This is not a diagnosis — it's a starting point for self-awareness. Answer honestly. No one sees this but you.
1. Unwanted memories of deployment that come out of nowhere
2. Nightmares or disturbing dreams related to service
3. Flashbacks — feeling like you're back in that moment
4. Physical reactions to reminders (heart racing, sweating, tension)
5. Avoiding thoughts or feelings related to deployment
6. Avoiding places, people, or activities that trigger memories
7. Difficulty remembering important parts of traumatic events
8. Negative beliefs about yourself or the world ("I'm broken," "No one can be trusted")
9. Blaming yourself for what happened
10. Persistent negative emotions (fear, anger, guilt, shame)
11. Loss of interest in activities you used to enjoy
12. Feeling detached or cut off from others
13. Difficulty experiencing positive emotions (happiness, love, satisfaction)
14. Irritability or angry outbursts
15. Reckless or self-destructive behavior
16. Hypervigilance — always on guard, scanning for threats
17. Exaggerated startle response
18. Difficulty concentrating
19. Sleep problems (trouble falling asleep, staying asleep, or restless sleep)
Total Score: _____ / 57
This is not a clinical diagnosis. If you scored above 30, or if several items are "Often," consider speaking with someone who understands combat trauma. The symptoms you're experiencing are real, explainable, and addressable.
Anything you want to remember, patterns you noticed, or questions to ask: